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Lost
03:10
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Lost and alone
It happens every single day
Standing aside
You had me every single day
Too tired to fight, I watched you fade away, away
Your heavy shadow wouldn’t scrape away
Lost and alone
Until you went away, away
Lost and alone
Peeling the stain away, away
I had a lifetime of pain today, today
I stopped the bleeding so you’d stay
Lost and alone
Between the curtains of today
Standing aside
Beneath the blacktop of today
Too tired to fight I watch you drift away, away
I had a feeling you might stay today
Lost and alone
Until you went away, away
Lost and alone
Peeling the stain away, away
I had a lifetime of pain today, today
No more believing you would walk away
Please stay
Please stay
Please stay away
Lost and alone
I have something here for you
Standing aside
Don’t open it, but if you do
Turn out the light or you might fade away, away
I had a right to talk to you today
Lost and alone
I could have paved the way, the way
Lost and alone
I could have saved the day, the day
I had a feeling it might rain today, today
You won’t remember anyway
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2. |
Treehouse
04:17
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Windy windy wonder
Simple shiny slumber
Knowing that a flower blooming with perfect tone
Might have no choice
But to grow alone
Timid tiny terrace
Mystic marvel menace
Knowing that a perfect seed does not exist
And betwixt and between
There’s an ancient tree
With branches that beckon me
Hold me, keep me safe
Love me, lift me high
Wipe away my tears
Shield me from the world
Beyond sound and sight
Hold me, keep me safe
Love me, lift me high
Shade me from the sun
Take me far away
Between the earth and sky
Wimpy whiny wonder
Dimple doting daughter
Knowing that perfection drives the hunger
And has a choice
To let it go
Tiny trying terror
Eerie eager error
Knowing that a perfect end is nowhere near
And betwixt and between
There’s a dying dream
With music that beckons me
Hold me, keep me safe
Love me, lift me high
Wipe away my tears
Shield me from the world
Beyond sound and sight
Hold me, keep me safe
Love me, lift me high
Shade me from the sun
Take me far away
Between the earth and sky
Hold me, keep me safe
Love me, lift me high
Shade me from the sun
Take me far away
Between the earth and sky
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3. |
Spectre
03:29
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Eyes closed, stone cold
Looking through the bedroom wall
Strange, true - see-through
Peer beyond the closet door
It’s you dear, only you
Showing up again from beyond the grave
Telling me why this can’t be saved
Warning me from the other side
Begging me to run and hide
You - you’re always near
Forever, with me, you’ll remain
Ooh - I feel you here
I change, you stay the same
I change, you stay the same
False hope
Jump rope
Showing off his bank account
Burned out
Strikeout
Speeding through his broken ground
But it’s you dear, only you
Showing up again from beyond the grave
Telling me why this can’t be saved
Warning me from the other side
Now I know he has something to hide
You - you’re always near
Forever, with me, you’ll remain
Ooh - I feel you here
I change, you stay the same
I change, you stay the same
Forever you’ll be here with me
So far away but always near
Forever I’ll listen - I’ll always remember us
You - you’re always near
Forever with me you’ll remain
Ooh - I feel you here
I change, you stay the same
I change, you stay the same
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4. |
Belle (Our City Waits)
04:47
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Blue
I see the color blue
And remember warm waves
Flowing through the plains
Red and blue
Colors of a nation
Rising high
Never under water
Swirling close to the sky
Close to our hearts
Our city waits for us now
It’s still there singing
We must look back - feel its pull
Keep on remembering
Our city waits for us now
It’s still there singing
We must look back - feel its pull
Keep on remembering and live on
Over there
Lies a city dormant
Under bodies and souls
Overturning
Love and hope
Over nothing
All that was left is now gone
Our city waits for us now
It’s still there singing
We must look back - feel its pull
Keep on remembering
Our city waits for us now
It’s still there singing
We must look back - feel its pull
Keep on remembering and live on
Moments flew
Helicopters came too late
Lonely souls with
Nowhere to go
The winds have come and gone
Washed the city away
As the blood mixes with tears
Trinkets of water and winds
Innocent lives suddenly taken
Under and over
Flowing water
Blue and red
Our colors
Blood on the water
Blood in my veins
This will not be
Forgotten
Truth will be found
Over and under
Movement and flow
Running water
Our city waits for us now
It’s still there singing
We must look back - feel its pull
Keep on remembering
Our city waits for us now
It’s still there singing
We must look back - feel its pull
Keep on remembering and live on
Keep on remembering and live on
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5. |
Lightning
02:35
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All I can say is that there’s no sun
No star that doesn’t burn or bring planets life
In this book, the pages fly so high
That I can barely touch them or see them dying
Maybe when the lightning strikes, I will
Maybe when the lightning strikes, I will
I feel like a wind with no purpose
A cocked gun waiting, aiming
Why is it that the brightest mind
Can’t see the inside of a heart
Why so much pain, blood on the grass
Why does the need run silently away each day
Maybe when the lightning strikes, I will
Maybe when the lightning strikes, I will
I feel like a wind with no purpose
A cocked gun waiting, aiming
The beauty within hides itself in tears
The craziness, perhaps the daughter of promise
Why the rain that never ends
Why the stark downhill, the lust for drama
Maybe when the lightning strikes, I will
Maybe when the lightning strikes, I will
I feel like a wind with no purpose
A cocked gun waiting, aiming
Ours is this mystery curse or treasure
In our eyes lies the answer
We should start with a quest, fully equipped
Prepared to the teeth to hunt for dreams
Our lives should be enough to pay for it
Maybe when the lightning strikes, I will
Maybe when the lightning strikes, I will, I will
Maybe when the lightning strikes, I will, I will
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6. |
Preview
03:09
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Since the beginning
A preview to a dream
Slow and suspenseful
Daring to be seen
To live, that’s you
A thousand volts down the spine
The extract of joy
Pours through your eyes
It’s almost painful
Time stops for a while
Existence is suddenly less
Without your smile
You should always
Be like this
Never mundane
So others don’t stand a chance
We follow, we strive for something more
We suffer, we cry for the past tonight
If you could be here, we could be everything
If only you were here tonight
Maybe we were there
Not knowing why
Innocent lovers
Nothing to hide
We could go back
Cause this is our song
In you I found
The strength to go on
We follow, we strive for something more
We suffer, we cry for the past tonight
If you could be here, we could be everything
If only you were here tonight
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7. |
Undying
02:18
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If I thought I could let go
I would be illogical
If I thought I could get by
I would make those bullies cry
Maybe we’re all dying souls
Out of luck, lost our way
We would never fight again
We could never be the same
Undying, Unkind
Ungodly, Unwise
Undying, Unlike
Unlimited, Unspry
Undying, unkind
Ungodly, Unwise
Undying, Unlike
Unlimited
Trudging through the sand and mud
Feet are swollen, pick them up
Flying over plains and pride
Spotting targets, swatting lies
Maybe we’re all fallen foes
Out of time, lost our will
We would never fight again
We could be better still
Undying, Unkind
Ungodly, Unwise
Undying, Unlike
Unlimited, Unspry
Undying, unkind
Ungodly, Unwise
Undying, Unlike
Unlimited
Gone is the lonesome night
Gone like the sun and moon
Out for a glimpse of light
Shining not a moment too soon
Undying, Unkind
Ungodly, Unwise
Undying, Unlike
Unlimited, Unspry
Undying, unkind
Ungodly, Unwise
Undying, Unlike
Unlimited
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Jeannie Novak Santa Monica, California
Jeannie taught herself to read music and play the piano at age five. She started performing professionally and composing
original music by age 12. Jeannie is also a game developer, author and photographer.
1) Moonrise: vocal/piano songs; 2) Reign of Fire: solo piano astronomy-themed concept album; 3) Synch: piano improvs synched to footage; 4) Horrorshow: horrorshow.bandcamp.com
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